Christian Mythology

There are many misconceptions out there today about Christianity. From straight-up false doctrines to perceptions of Christians as a whole, sadly, almost all of these misconceptions come from one person having something wrong and "infecting" someone else, and it just spreading from there. One common perception of Christians as a whole is that we think we're better than other people. I don't know which I hate more: the existence of this perception or the reality that we can, in fact, come across that way all too easily. I myself am guilty of this, though hopefully I've grown at least a little in this area. At this point, I think the bumper sticker says it just as well as anything: "Christians aren't perfect, just forgiven."

In my booklet I talk about how the apostle Paul truly understood two seemingly contradictory truths: (1) his own wretched, putrid sinfulness AND (2) God’s love for him. He grasped, deep down in his heart and soul, how revolting he was in himself due to his sin AND the fact that God loved him beyond measure anyway!

I thank Christ Jesus our Lord, who has given me strength, that he considered me trustworthy, appointing me to his service. Even though I was once a blasphemer and a persecutor and a violent man, I was shown mercy because I acted in ignorance and unbelief. The grace of our Lord was poured out on me abundantly, along with the faith and love that are in Christ Jesus.

Here is a trustworthy saying that deserves full acceptance: Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners—of whom I am the worst. But for that very reason I was shown mercy so that in me, the worst of sinners, Christ Jesus might display his immense patience as an example for those who would believe in him and receive eternal life.

 - 1 Timothy 1:12-16

As for me, I have a much easier time grasping the reality of my sinfulness than I do God's amazing, gracious love. Living with depression greatly amplifies this challenge...which means I can have a very hard time responding properly (Luke 7:36-47)...which leads to my missing out on the true joy of being a Christian...which can all become one viscous cycle.

Needless to say, it is a battle.  Thankfully, though, God has never given up on me, and he never will.  And, with his help and the encouragement of my wife and friends, I will never give up on him.